Monday, January the 12th, 2004, 9:26PM
So...I was thinking of Awbrey all day, as usual. Kept drifting off in math class because of it :P Again, as usual lol. God, today on msn, I talked to her, and it was soo quiet! We had nothing to talk about! I didn't think this would happen this early, where we run out out of things to talk about. Jeeze, all we said was pretty much the basic things we say, how was your day, I love you, you're s beautiful. All of that is true of course, but I totally couldn't think of anything to say. I don't want to ask her about her life too much. She's sad, and she totally doesn't deserve any pain, but I'm afraid if I ask too much, she'll think I'm prying and ruining her privacy, but I'm also afraid that if I don't do anything, she might get too hurt or maybe even hurt herself. She is the light of my life, and I can't let her get hurt. That reminds me, I need to get her address. I know she may think I'm all stalker-ish, but I want to send her flowers, presents, the stuff she deserves. Hmm...